Not really sure why I have chosen to come on here and write again, nothing new has changed or developed. I have calmed down a bit for my previous posting. I guess what they say is true, the passage of time helps things seem not so bad. Then again, it was said best by Ally McBeal: Today is going to be a not so bad day. Our day is what we make of it. Why is it that simple, yet putting it into action is so tough? Why does motivation elude so many of us and it seems hopeless to try to change it. Where do all these people with all of this insane motivation get it from?
I was yelled at by my boss the other day and I realize that everything she said was true, but I couldn't help but be upset with her? Why is it that when we get caught doing/not doing the things that we need to be, we get upset with the person who caught us instead of ourselves? We are the issue and we know it, so why be pissed off at the other person? For catching you? Calling you out on it? Doing their job by talking to you about it? Really, the person that we should be upset with is ourselves, and you know what the kicker is? I left the meeting and thought...I need a new job! Lol REALLY??? No, I don't need a new job, I just need to do mine. I need to be more prepared for the things that I need to get done. Then again, she really did not need to talk to me the way that she was either. Her communication skills (<----- This weeks discussion topic!) are seriously lacking.
However, the other things that are being worked out are going very slowly. Most of it, as with other people no days, has to do with money or lack there of. I owe so much money to other people for helping me out when I really need it. Seems to me like I am ALWAYS needing it. I know this all comes in a time when everyone else is sitting in the same boat and we are all trying our best not to capsize it.
I guess this is it for now, I may come back later with something else to rant about.
P.S. Saw a sign in a Doctors office yesterday that read:
Unattended Children
will be given an Espresso
and a Free Puppy!
I was yelled at by my boss the other day and I realize that everything she said was true, but I couldn't help but be upset with her? Why is it that when we get caught doing/not doing the things that we need to be, we get upset with the person who caught us instead of ourselves? We are the issue and we know it, so why be pissed off at the other person? For catching you? Calling you out on it? Doing their job by talking to you about it? Really, the person that we should be upset with is ourselves, and you know what the kicker is? I left the meeting and thought...I need a new job! Lol REALLY??? No, I don't need a new job, I just need to do mine. I need to be more prepared for the things that I need to get done. Then again, she really did not need to talk to me the way that she was either. Her communication skills (<----- This weeks discussion topic!) are seriously lacking.
However, the other things that are being worked out are going very slowly. Most of it, as with other people no days, has to do with money or lack there of. I owe so much money to other people for helping me out when I really need it. Seems to me like I am ALWAYS needing it. I know this all comes in a time when everyone else is sitting in the same boat and we are all trying our best not to capsize it.
I guess this is it for now, I may come back later with something else to rant about.
P.S. Saw a sign in a Doctors office yesterday that read:
Unattended Children
will be given an Espresso
and a Free Puppy!
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